my hartx hurtx.
i wonders whys.
issit me who is issolatin u?..
i wonders..
i very blurrr..
im alwaes thinkin thinkin.
im alwaes apologising.):
i alwaes sayin sorry.
im tireddd.
im really tireddd.
maybe to u our relationship is very impt.
i understanddd. butt.
u shld noe that girl & girl play as couple is so fake?
haiis. i dun get why u're angry.
& i alwaes makes u angry.
so whats th pt being angry over me?..
i dunno. i just cant get it ):
yeahhs. u dun like me to cry.
alrights i tell u what.. i hate to keep awae frm cryin.
esp. in front of u . not that i cry to solve prob.
but. how i just wish u could lay ur hand forward & wipe my tears.
but it is alwaes wipin awae onto ur face.
that makes me more saddd.
but. to prevent u frm being sad with me,
i rather be sad alone at home.
w/o u beside me.
i can alwaes cry . but.. how i wishh u are just right beside me
&& just clean off my tears.
yeahhs. now i dunno what to do.
all i feel is just being alone.
not that i dun wan u not that i dun love u .
but everything it just seems to be fading.
i seriously dunno.
it hurtx alot. but thinkin baqq.
i feel that i hurt u too much & dunno what shld i do.
i wan peace & clear mind now,
but it just dun come out.
my streaming is hereby.
i dun wan to neglect it.
not because i dun wan u.
but it just that i dunno what to do.
my studies. my parents & u.
i dunno. preharps. u might tot i tryin to say u are a budden to me,
but u are wrong ):
i wan clear mind.
i wan i wan. but im tireddd.
whats th pt makin u sad?..
whats it all abt?
i noLONGER noe.
i wonders. im now super tired & wanna just keep mine mind dwn.
i wan to aim for my subj. i wan to study le.
im tired for thinking.
i wan it for memorisin .
im sorry if i hurt u now. but..
maybe i just need a break for everthing ard me.
realisin myself,
i am like a change of person.
even when im dwn,
i try to smile.
if NOT. i will keep quiet & remain silence.
yeapps. i dunno whats on me but so(:
i have totally lost of appetite luhhs.
i eat less at hm but..
i feel no HUNGRY(:
i wonder whr is th pass old me .
i wan it baqq. but mayb its abit hard for me to get it now.
i wan th smart me who can study.
who can focus. but.. now,
i totally got no mood. every lesson.
i just wan to slpp.
i feel like slpin to ease all prob. but..
i dunno. im so SORRY. but i wan a quiet moment.
even if i hurt u ONCE again.
im sorry . i wan a peace mind.
maybe i need a clean thought (:

im sorry.
im super super sorry.