AREN'T THE SAME
kay, i don't know things just aren't the same yesterday & today . i don't know & i really don't know. why am i changing so much over & over again . sigh . i'm always unhappy with myself . i really don't know what to do too . haha ! forget it lah ! yesterday really forcing myself to sleep . end up cannot sleep . haha ! lil bit of texting . then was talking to janice on phone till don't know what time . then end up sleep . because really cannot tahan ! HAHA ! C: (i wish that you are the one talking to me) i don't know lah !

IS IT GONNA BE SILENCE?
ha ! kay, headstart today . soon ending . faster end . faster end . i really tired of headstart . gosh ! save me man ! kay, meet with janice & joel . bought mcdonald & went for mrKOK class . then was eating . then maths lesson . & psp the whole lesson ._.ll then break then slack . then geog . scolding cosh late . LOLS! DONT BE LATE :/ okay . then , chemistry . haha ! pay attention & went out find mak ! whoops ! okay . lesson end . & then sigh, appealing failed. AHMAK ; DONT GO 4N ! you'll regret ! retain ! don't go 4n ! . don't waste money . don't risk ! POA in 9months ?! don't risk ! no good ! seriously ! ~ ( i don't think you'll be reading too lah ) then , rain ! ran in the rain though got umbrella ._.ll okay . took 410 to j8 . haha! okay, then walk around . really don't know where to go . UH ! then say go take mrt till the end then take back ( boy, it reminds me of you & me . sigh ) then didn't cosh joel don't want also . haha ! then planned to go down pp . but i wanna go ntuc first . end up walking around ntuc like touring like that . LOLs . okay , JAPAN ._.ll LOLS! then SUSHI & pasta C: yes, joel made me laugh . but .. really not in the mood (boy are you really gonna be silence for the day ? ) haha ! after pasta , THANKS janice & joel for sending me home ! C:

if you're gonna remain silence , i'm okay with it . but well , i don't wish that to happen . the morning text for me is gone . i don't know . you've not text me today since morning . is this a cold war ? am i suppose to start the text ? ha ! i really don't know . i admit i'm weak . i can't help . i really don't know what to do . baby , i'm tired . if you aren't going to stay by me i afraid i might collapse. but , if you stay by me , don't leave me in lauch . sigh . i miss you . neverminds . i really went out of words . no more tears . i'm seriously sick of dropping tears . it hurt terribily. i don't feel like elaborating bah . sigh . now i will just hope for you text or call . if today gonna be silence for you , tomorrow shall be wild for me C: (baby , i hope you see this by today . but it's not gonna happen . no matter what , i love you . but, ... )