suddenly feeling so low , not because of your fault . iloveyou suddenly became a pretty scary word to me . Does iloveyou meant iloveyou ? Don't iloveyou means to you & only you ? Feeling so cold , feeling so lost . I thought i could don't think of you , but i'm wrong once again . i can stop thinking of you for a few hours but not a day . the feeling of seeing you is not there , but the feeling of jealousy is there . jealous of what ? haha , for me to know for you to find out . sitting under the fan right in front of the comp . Things are just flashing back to the past . Suddenly saw the word "gucci" which remind me of row , when i was going to hk , the departure whereby ahgong & you went to airport with me . Sending me to airport sending me off . Coming back , after months knowing something that happen . Uhmm, things just flash back lah , not i think too much kay ? (: Well , recently the word iloveyou became a fear the me . the word suddenly don't mean anything to me . I doubt the meaning of iloveyou . I want to know the meaning of iloveyou . Well , maybe things aren't that simple . I want the past whereby we are happy but not the times whereby we are not close . end it here bah . bye .